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Gaugh depression

Posted November 18th, 2014 at 05:28 PM by Dimentio (Just Bored.)

I just keep thinking and crying about the barn lately, it's ridiculous! Their closing the page soon so that's it, that's it officially over and done with, and just, augh, it's tough haha
But even when not over the barn, I can fake happiness, or even feel it for a few moments, the the second a person leaves me, I just instantly feel so fucking shitty!
Like, I want to be happy so bad, but i can't, I really cannot be fucked for college tomorrow or for Cat to moan at me about these assignments,...
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Equality rant!

Posted November 15th, 2014 at 04:52 PM by Dimentio (Just Bored.)

Okay i am getting pissed the fuck off with these people i will talk about and i hope they see this because god damn they need to get their fucking lives sorted out!
So, when you use the word feminism, you know what that means? EQUALITY, this does NOT mean you can abuse and berate men, make them feel like crap, want them dead, and just generally shut them down, yet, when a guy tries to tell you this, you say they make it about themselves or, trying to make their problems out worse than they...
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Good Friday for once :'3

Posted November 14th, 2014 at 10:31 AM by Dimentio (Just Bored.)

I finally have a counsellor who, it is only meant to last 6 weeks but she let slip she might continue it for a bit longer XD
But oh my god, instantly when i saw her and went into the room i just felt good vibes and this connection, and i was like, yes, I like you already!
But seriously instantly we was talking, we went over the time limit by like 20 minutes, AND we did nothing we was supposed to do at all :')
She just enjoyed talking to me so much and i loved hearing her stories...
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Going Numb Again

Posted November 12th, 2014 at 06:09 PM by queenofcontrariety (Life Through Eyes of Contradictory Colors)

What is the cost of shutting down your emotions in the hope of protecting yourself? I feel like I've completely lost myself or put an even wider gap between the two sides of my mind and my very existence.

I can trace a lot of issues I deal with pretty far back, my insane outbursts for a couple years, body image issues to about age 8 when my mom first started calling me fat, nonpurging bulimia to seventh grade, and on and off self harm for about 3 years. My first suicidal thought was...
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It's over.

Posted November 12th, 2014 at 12:49 PM by Dimentio (Just Bored.)

The barn got shut down.
On Monday i was in college when i heard the news but was half way through a conversation with someone and had to carry on, they saw no difference but i felt dead inside and started shaking, and the more time went on, I started shaking more and more, then Natalie messaged me conforming it was everything shutting, and well, the shaking got so bad people actually started commenting on it and noting my fists shaking the most, and then i felt a tightness in my throat, my...
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