He makes me so happy. In fact happier than I ever was with you. He understands me a cares about what I think. He likes me for me, my mind everything. Not just my body like you. He's just the best. We can talk about everything and anything. He makes me laugh. He makes me smile. Something you weren't good at. He really does like everything about me. He let's me pick what we do. Not just him choosing. He isn't controlling. I'm so happy about him. He's just so.... I can describe it but I know he is...

My life is different.

Heres whats happened since april.

In april I got kicked out of my house and lived with friends till the second week of may. I got high at school and they caught me. So they sent me to a psych ward and rehab.


I was in facilities for 71 days.
My parents dropped the gaurdianship on me.
So july 20th got out of rehab and got sent to foster care.
Today I'm moving.
Well to foster home number 2.
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hey VT, I"m back DD sorry for my leave of absense for a few weeks. My computer was taken away for more then 5 weeks by parents... so i couldn't log on :'( i shall be on here more frequently tho DDD

I told, simple as that. I mean it was really hard to tell my friends about it, but I'm glad they know. Oh I told my parents too and my brothers. It's like the best thing ever to tell, to get it off my chest. I mean I told my family in like Feb, and that was months ago. I told my best guy friend in like March. He was so understanding. He wasn't judgmental or anything. Which is what I really needed. It helped a lot telling him. When I told my family I went into depression I guess. It was a life changing...

I did it! I saved up enough money and went and got my iPhone. I love it so much . It can beat my blackberry up and down the block any day. ESPECIALLY the camera. The BB had so many camera issues it wasnt even funny. This one even takes HD video and will upload it directly to youtube. I made a good choice Not to mention the front camera for FaceTime (yes, not one, but TWO camera's)

I just ordered an Otterbox Defender to keep my phone protected, I'm so scared I'm going to break...