View Full Version : Feeling Lost In The Flat Plains

February 7th, 2011, 11:24 PM
It's odd.

Everything seems too good to be true.
No symptoms in a considerable around of time,
Besides a slight bout of paranoia that last week or so.
It's like something is just around the bend,
But I don't know what.
Could be good, could be bad, perhaps both.

It feels so weird not having symptoms for so long,
Like something's either very wrong or very right.
Things seem too level... but how can that be a bad thing?
I miss being manic, maybe that's it.
I miss that unstoppable attitude,
That invincible feeling.

If feels like I've closed a five year loop,
I haven't felt like this since age 15/16 or so.
I think it's a good thing,
Since good things had followed the beginning of the loop back then.
Time to seize the moment and take advantage of it,
It's best not left to waste.
I know exactly what it is I'll do... :)

February 9th, 2011, 03:22 AM
I dont know how you feel to be honest, but i would like to say something i would do if i was in your place...maybe go do something with your life you want to do? Like that you couldnt when you were sick and do it now??