is this a eating disorder?/

[megamikey59]

i rarely eat.. i only eat like lunch everyday and on the weekends i eat like 1 lunch.. and lunch isn't that big it's like one hotdog and a small carton of chocolate milk.

[Barelythere]

hey, im not to sure,
are you always hungry? do u get hunger pains?
do u only eat when your hungry or just eat at lunchtimes everyday no matter what?
are you paranoid about your weight??
need more info hun, as i said it might be but it might not! take care xx

[megamikey59]

uh i just eat lunch no matter what.. i'm realy hungry now but i don't feel like eating.. and yes i do get lots of hunger pains but i just don't eat cause i don't feel like it.. ever since i was like 10 or 9 i always felt like doing nothing at all.. and i'm not paranoid about my weight cause i weigh 125lbs and i'm 5"5 and that's normal for somebody my height

[Barelythere]

i no what u mean about feelin hungry but not wanting to eat, from what u say about not wanting to do anything, mayb, but im notsure just a guess, mayb your a bit depresed? i no that eating habits can change from depression, and i think sumin bout paranoia too, your weight for your height is fine hun, if i was you i would go and talk to your doctor if you can, hope i was a bitta help sorry i cant reli say much more to help you, :hug: xoxo

[megamikey59]

um i'm depressed badly.. and i've been to the doctors like 10 times already.. 5 times i think for cutting to badly into my wrists and losing too much blood.. and for getting anti depressants but they NEVER give a shit about me.. i've been to therapist.. i've been to psychologist.. i ask every adult if they can help me get anti depressants but they just don't even help..

[Barelythere]

well say that say the pills dont work and insisit on haveing some1 to talk to hun, u have to push them into it, they r too busy other wise, try that and see what appens, hope u get better :) xoxoxoxo

[megamikey59]

i guess.. i don't think it'll work at all..