View Full Version : Do I have OCD?

March 22nd, 2010, 03:40 PM
Right well,
Say I was to tap my finger on a desk say 8 times.
I would HAVE to tap all of my other fingers 8 times, I can rarely help it.
Usually I tap without noticing, But when I do, I try to remember how many times and which fingers I tapped.
Also, If I was to be in class, EVERYTHING has to be straight/online with each other.
If my book was straight, But my pen wasn't I'd get like headaches.
Also this probably isn't OCD but more of memory loss.
I could be told to do something say 2 minutes ago, And I wont remember after those 2 minutes.
For e.g I'd be told to turn the dishwasher on.
I'll go upstairs, 2 hours later my mum/dad will shout at me for not doing it, Even though I was sure I did it.

March 22nd, 2010, 03:42 PM
When I'm at work i don't let anyone sweep the area that i work at because they leave too much behind and my floor has to look perfect all the time or it just irritates me. I also have to have my hair a certain way all the time if it isn't I'm always moving it to try and make it the way i want, I even carry a brush in my back pocket. Your not alone

March 22nd, 2010, 04:03 PM
Good to know I'm not alone I suppose really.
And just another thing to add, I was reading on the forum about a guy who does this too.
Say I have a fight (Which I have alot as I have anger issues.) and I my lip busts or my eyebrow bursts, Which rarely happen as I seem to have hard skin...
Anyway I like to bleed, From cuts whatever, Also I was told I was 'Saddistic' or something, Which means I like pain or I'm not affected by pain or anything, Which I'm not.
I could be hit with a hammer and I wont flinch, I've seen specialists they say it's part of my brain which hasn't formed/developed from birth.
I dont self harm or cut myself or anything.
It's just if I happen to bleed from falling etc. I dont want it to stop.
You'r probably thinking, What a freak.
But this is just me, I can't help it, I dont want to either, Because this is what makes me.
Thanks for reading my life story hahaha.