incredibly depressed

[Waiting]

i want to see a doctor.
dont want my parents to know
i told my girlfriend mum
she wants to take me but wont incase my mum finds out and gets mad with her for taking me behind my mums back
i feel no1 wants to help me.
and i dont know where to turn next
im running out of places.

[TheWizard]

I'm so sorry you are super depressed. I don't understand why you won't tell your parents. All you need is a pill to cure your depression.

The best advice I cab give you is to just pick up the phone book and make an appointment. What do you have to lose.

[TheWizard]

One bright side of you is that you help so many people here.

[Waiting]

im not strong enough to do it myself,
i need someone to force me to go however much i sqy i dont want to i need them to say ure going

im not telling my parents because; they recently split up just before christmas
my mum is almosst nearly an alcoholic she drinks quie alot and i know if i told her about everything shed turn to drink
my dad wouldnt know what thel hell to do he lives in a world where although he knows things like this happen, it would never happen to him.
hes to blissfully unaware for it

basically i know that my pareents would be more of a hassle than a help

which i donmt need to add to it all.

i need someone who doesnt have to care to care and take the time to help me..my parents are my parents so they have to care
i need someone who could just ignore it and it wudnt make any difference to take the time and help me out.

[TheWizard]

You can always talk to me. Also maybe others will post some good advice to help you too.

Just hang in there and go one day at a time.

[Waiting]

thanks josh i know you dont have the time to listen to my problems but thanks for the offer your an amazing guy

and yeah i hope someone else can suggest something

i bugged cody all fresh outa ideas
and thats impressive for him to stop talking

so it will be a miracle if anyon ecan help me

[Whisper]

Bah!! I just need to think, me'sa think of sumthin

[Waiting]

maybe...or maybe therss just no hope

*i'll be just fine pretending im not im far from lonely and thats all that ive got*

[Whisper]

Theres always hope it's like this annoying bug that just won't leave......Okay thats more like me but hopes allways there, trust me.

[Waiting]

hahah annoying bug...cute
hope u dont leave man

but anyway
anyone else with suggestions
cody bless him is trying but is stuck for ideas

[Silence]

Do you want to see a doctor for, like, medication or for someone to talk to?

[Waiting]

whatever he see's fitt
if i get diagnosed than if medication is the best option
then maybe i shud
ive always been so anti-meds cuz i wanna stay true to myself
but now im starting to think that its pointless
going through the pain when its so easy to make it right.

[Silence]

Is there any other adult that you feel comfortable with that would take you?

[Waiting]

i don't know any adults as in mature adults a couple of friends of mine are 18 but it wud be too wierd them knowing and just no

i told my gf's mum cuz she understand quite alot about this stuff but yeah i explained at the top

[Silence]

Okay..I'm going to go think about this some more.

[Ravenous]

I think some counselling or something would do more than medication probably but i dont know alot...

[Waiting]

when i saw a councillor before
didnt do amazing amouts
she was provided by the school
and to be honest
it was all a waste of time
she didnt help jack shit
and was too patronising for my liking

[Ravenous]

Well im sorry about that, not sure if i can say anything else that would help :(

[Waiting]

told ya'll im doomed

[TheWizard]

Your not doomed yet. Go see a shrink and he can fix you up with some amazing mood changing drugs. Your cure is only one pill away so don't give up.

[Waiting]

hmm i need to go with an adult to go to a shrink cuz im 15 im a minor....but no adult seems to care~
and weve looped back to my very first post

i want to see a doctor.
dont want my parents to know
i told my girlfriend mum
she wants to take me but wont incase my mum finds out and gets mad with her for taking me behind my mums back
i feel no1 wants to help me.
and i dont know where to turn next
im running out of places.

[Chrono]

Can you ask one of your favorite teachers or something?

[Waiting]

nope all the teachers hate me