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February 18th, 2009, 06:43 AM
Greg says (12:47 AM):
So these two girls, Holly and Melissa, were (metaphorically) all over my nuts last semester
Greg says (12:47 AM):
They even came up with a game for which was attracting me more, a point system incorporated.
Greg says (12:48 AM):
Ended up, because she was more open, and I'm a very, VERY keep-to-myself kinda guy
Greg says (12:48 AM):
I was spending nights with Melissa.
Greg says (12:48 AM):
And I don't mean in the sexual way in the least
Greg says (12:49 AM):
I'm not trying to deceive you in any way; we seriously did not even make any contact in bed until like the 3rd night
Bill says (12:49 AM):
Okay
Greg says (12:49 AM):
Watched movies, talked, drank, spilled my mother fucking guts out and made the best effort to pay attention to her story and remember.
Greg says (12:49 AM):
I mean GUTS
Greg says (12:49 AM):
Stuff you don't tell anybody
Greg says (12:49 AM):
We know way more about each other than should be legal now
Greg says (12:50 AM):
After about the third night, I mentioned - a little inebriated - that my favorite thing in the world was CUDDLING.
Greg says (12:50 AM):
And I wasn't being smart/flirty/devious
Greg says (12:50 AM):
I was/am serious.
Greg says (12:50 AM):
Cuddling is AMAZING.
Greg says (12:50 AM):
Anyways.
Greg says (12:51 AM):
She immediately cuddled up next to me, and we spent the next 3-4 days like this
Greg says (12:51 AM):
Literally.
Greg says (12:51 AM):
I did not go to class for two weeks. She did not go to class.
Greg says (12:51 AM):
I did not sleep. She slept some.
Greg says (12:51 AM):
The only time we were apart was sleeping and eating.
Greg says (12:51 AM):
Even then it was a mix of things.
Greg says (12:52 AM):
After a week or so, things got sexual.
Greg says (12:52 AM):
Of course.
Greg says (12:52 AM):
I became the pursuer (sp?)
Greg says (12:53 AM):
I 'played' with her some
Greg says (12:53 AM):
Though she already wanted me.
Greg says (12:53 AM):
Shit she even told me.
Greg says (12:53 AM):
I wouldn't let her.
Greg says (12:54 AM):
A few days after I 'played' with her, she 'played ' with me, and I literally said "fuck it" and went for gold, if you know what I mean.
Bill says (12:54 AM):
You found her lucky charms
Greg says (12:54 AM):
It was amazing. It was awkward. It was amazingly awkward.
Greg says (12:54 AM):
It was horrible.
Greg says (12:54 AM):
I was sober as a judge, so was she.
Greg says (12:55 AM):
I was a virgin.
Greg says (12:55 AM):
She was a 3-time bet.
Greg says (12:55 AM):
*vet
Greg says (12:55 AM):
She didn't talk to me for a goddamn week and a half.
Greg says (12:56 AM):
Can you imagine going from spending almost two weeks with someone - every waking moment with that person, spilling everything you possibly can - to going to not seeing this person for a WEEK AND A HALF?
Greg says (12:56 AM):
Especially after losing your virginity.
Bill says (12:56 AM):
Damn
Greg says (12:57 AM):
Goddamn week and a half of not speaking to her or SEEING her.
Greg says (12:57 AM):
Thanksgiving break telling my cousins about it didnt' help
Greg says (12:57 AM):
*didn't
Greg says (12:57 AM):
Got back.
Greg says (12:57 AM):
Tried to spend some time with her.
Greg says (12:57 AM):
Let me introduce Michael.
Greg says (12:58 AM):
He was her muscular, fucked-up, kinda jock, kinda funny-guy, but not too smart, FUCK BUDDY.
Greg says (12:58 AM):
She told me the day we saw each other for the first time in so long, that she was 'pretty much done with him'
Greg says (12:59 AM):
"he's acting like an asshole, fucked up all the time, and I don't want to have anything to do with him."
Greg says (12:59 AM):
I spent the next hour or so with her, before I went to go eat
Greg says (12:59 AM):
Came back, we popped in a movie I hadn't seen and she loved
Greg says (12:59 AM):
She was really apprehensive about everything
Greg says (1:00 AM):
I figured she was still just feeling weird about what we did
Greg says (1:00 AM):
Considering it really was too early
Greg says (1:00 AM):
About 3/4ths through the movie, Michael calls her and wants to come up
Greg says (1:00 AM):
She lets him.
Greg says (1:00 AM):
She tells me, "Michael's coming up. OKAY???"
Greg says (1:01 AM):
I just shrugged and tried to focus on the movie.
Greg says (1:01 AM):
He got up there, he was fucked up as hell.
Greg says (1:01 AM):
And this is ME saying this; he was FUCKED. UP.
Greg says (1:01 AM):
Started kissing on her and everything.
Greg says (1:01 AM):
WITH ME THERE
Greg says (1:01 AM):
I can hear smooching behind me for the rest of the movie
Greg says (1:01 AM):
I'm steaming.
Greg says (1:02 AM):
The movie's over - because it kicked ass and I had to see the ending - and I get my shoes on as fast as possible and get the fuck out of there.
Bill says (1:02 AM):
Wait
Bill says (1:02 AM):
She started kissing on him, too?
Greg says (1:02 AM):
Yes.
Bill says (1:02 AM):
wtf
Greg says (1:03 AM):
I freak out and proceed to break my hand on the elevator wall.
Greg says (1:03 AM):
That's enough for now.
Greg says (1:03 AM):
I need a break.
Bill says (1:03 AM):
While you take a break, I'll post all this
Greg says (1:04 AM):
Hilaroius.
Greg says (1:04 AM):
*Hilarious
Greg says (1:05 AM):
No comments?
Greg says (1:06 AM):
Fuck if I'm going to tell you any more
Bill says (1:08 AM):
Oh, I was doing something else
Bill says (1:08 AM):
There's not much to comment on since everything's straightforward
Greg says (1:09 AM):
Sorry
Bill says (1:09 AM):
For what?
Greg says (1:09 AM):
For "Greg says (1:05 AM):
No comments?
Greg says (1:06 AM):
Fuck if I'm going to tell you any more"
Bill says (1:09 AM):
oh, s'ok
Greg says (1:10 AM):
Anyways
Greg says (1:10 AM):
So the next day
Greg says (1:10 AM):
She texts me or I text her, I don't remember
Greg says (1:10 AM):
In the ensuing text-convo
Greg says (1:10 AM):
She blames me for 'cockblocking'
Greg says (1:10 AM):
Insinuates I 'know how she is with boys'
Greg says (1:11 AM):
And basically cuts me down about the night before
Greg says (1:11 AM):
Not sure about the rest of the semester
Greg says (1:11 AM):
Things were kinda in a middle ground
Greg says (1:12 AM):
I was in hella bad shape, with my seizures and sleep disorders
Greg says (1:13 AM):
Didn't help about a week before Halloween when I was in particularly bad shape and needed to stay with her, and my seizures and ticks were freaking her out and she went and stayed with Michael
Greg says (1:13 AM):
Not sure how long later
Greg says (1:13 AM):
Oh
Greg says (1:14 AM):
It was Finals Week, and I was up on her floor for some goddamn reason
Greg says (1:14 AM):
Ended up just me and her in the community room, she had been drinking - you have to understand that this girl is ridiculous when she drinks; we've had to pull her off many random guys when drunk. Never sex, but making out.
Greg says (1:14 AM):
Anyways
Greg says (1:15 AM):
We were in the communiy room watching the Tenaicious D movie
Greg says (1:15 AM):
And she was getting frisky.
Greg says (1:15 AM):
And God knows I half wanted her
Greg says (1:15 AM):
After the movie she started kissing me and I said 'not here, let's go to your room'
Greg says (1:15 AM):
Gathered up all the stuff
Greg says (1:15 AM):
Went to her room
Greg says (1:16 AM):
Started making out
Greg says (1:16 AM):
And I just... couldn't.
Greg says (1:16 AM):
I was too hurt.
Greg says (1:16 AM):
I shook her off me and said I can't and left.
Greg says (1:16 AM):
I went up to the top floor to walk around and she txt'ed me to come back because she would behave if I did.
Greg says (1:16 AM):
We popped in Zoolander and talked some.
Greg says (1:17 AM):
I got back up in bed with her and cuddled somewhat like before... what I wanted to do.
Greg says (1:17 AM):
We fell asleep, apart from each other, after some awkward conversation about what had happenened
Greg says (1:18 AM):
*happened.
Greg says (1:18 AM):
Okay
Greg says (1:18 AM):
Break.
Greg says (1:18 AM):
Questions? Comments?
Bill says (1:18 AM):
Fuckkk, suspense
Bill says (1:22 AM):
Don't leave me hangin' bro
Greg says (1:23 AM):
M'kay
Greg says (1:23 AM):
Actually, that's about what's gone down with Melissa
Greg says (1:23 AM):
Since then
Greg says (1:23 AM):
I've tried to text her and talk to her on facebook, wanting to be AT LEAST friends
Greg says (1:24 AM):
Over Christmas break
Bill says (1:24 AM):
Is this the girl you sent chocolates to?
Greg says (1:24 AM):
No.
Greg says (1:24 AM):
WAAAAAAAAAAIT.
Greg says (1:24 AM):
OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK
Bill says (1:24 AM):
OKAY
Greg says (1:24 AM):
Me and Holly started talking a lot more on the internet.
Greg says (1:25 AM):
Remember, this is Melissa that all this previous shit happened. And Holly and Melissa had a POINT SYSTEM based on my INTEREST going.
Greg says (1:25 AM):
There's certainly more I'm leaving out, but yeah.
Greg says (1:25 AM):
OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK
Greg says (1:25 AM):
Me and Holly start talking. A LOT.
Greg says (1:26 AM):
I'm sure you remember crazy tons o' comments on my status' and such.
Bill says (1:26 AM):
yeah
Greg says (1:26 AM):
Ridiculous, flirty things.
Greg says (1:26 AM):
It was getting crazy.
Bill says (1:26 AM):
"I THINK THERE'S A WORD FOR THAT Greg"
Bill says (1:27 AM):
Anyway, continue
Greg says (1:27 AM):
Haha
Greg says (1:27 AM):
That was actually waaaaaaaaay before ANY of this happened.
Greg says (1:27 AM):
Seriously.
Greg says (1:27 AM):
I was up there watching movies with both of them
Greg says (1:27 AM):
I've always felt more attracted to Holly.
Greg says (1:28 AM):
But she goes to bed so early and she's so... I don't want to say secretive... but more reserved.
Greg says (1:28 AM):
And it's hard for me to be the one to open up.
Greg says (1:28 AM):
Anyways
Greg says (1:28 AM):
Christmas break.
Greg says (1:28 AM):
Me and Holly, online, flirting at a ridiculous level.
Greg says (1:29 AM):
She's amazingly funny.
Greg says (1:29 AM):
Melissa pops in now and then, I try to ignore her.
Greg says (1:29 AM):
I get pissed off one night near the end of winter break and go see The Unborn with her
Greg says (1:30 AM):
Turns out, it's a 'going away... NOT' party for her
Greg says (1:30 AM):
Since she failed all her classes (partly because of me) and isn't actually going back to WKU
Greg says (1:30 AM):
*)\
Greg says (1:30 AM):
FUCK
Greg says (1:30 AM):
*)
Greg says (1:30 AM):
And it's a bunch of her friends. Including her first, and ex, JD.
Greg says (1:31 AM):
I meet the one goofy fuck she's been talking about this ENTIRE time.
Greg says (1:31 AM):
Like, you have no idea.
Greg says (1:31 AM):
I know that one time he wanted so badly to put an ice cube in her vajayjay, and she let him, and it hurt badly.
Greg says (1:31 AM):
I know far too much about Melissa.
Bill says (1:32 AM):
what the fuck
Greg says (1:32 AM):
I know that all their sex was goofy and light-hearted, and ours was very passionate.
Greg says (1:32 AM):
And she hasn't had anything like that.
Greg says (1:32 AM):
ANYWAYS
Greg says (1:33 AM):
So I meet the dude, and he's this short-dude-with-a-deep-voice dude.
Greg says (1:33 AM):
Kinda cool.
Greg says (1:33 AM):
I actually connect with him decently, and I can tell he's far more jealous about what he's heard about me than what I've heard about him
Greg says (1:33 AM):
Maybe it's just that I had been up for 36 hours at the time, maybe not... who knows?
Greg says (1:34 AM):
Anyways
Greg says (1:35 AM):
Movie sucks, I connect more with her bestie Jessa than her (Melissa) and I go get fucked up in my parent's office that one time I posted on 1p about breaking my awakeness-record
Greg says (1:35 AM):
I get notice from Holly after that at some time, that her parents aren't letting her come back, because she failed one class.
Greg says (1:35 AM):
One mother fucking class.
Greg says (1:36 AM):
I want to beat her parents into a pulp.
Greg says (1:36 AM):
I feel this seriously emotional about Holly.
Greg says (1:36 AM):
I guarantee we would be in a serious relationship, the bane of all other realtionships, had her parents let her come back.
Greg says (1:37 AM):
I'm falling for this girl away from her, right?
Greg says (1:37 AM):
Anyways.
Greg says (1:37 AM):
So I get back THIS semester, finding my room decorated with Chuckie Cheese - which is where Melissa works - ball pit balls
Greg says (1:38 AM):
I hang out with Melissa and Holly for the night, while they're packing up their stuff to leave for the semester. (THEY'RE ''''BOTH'''' GONE, HAVE YOU REALIZED THAT?!?!)
Greg says (1:39 AM):
And we play, God forbid, Never Have I Ever.
Greg says (1:39 AM):
Melissa gets personal.
Greg says (1:39 AM):
"Never have I ever lost my virginity to someone I didn't LOVE"
Greg says (1:39 AM):
I kept my fingers up.
Greg says (1:40 AM):
Otherwise, though she's been drinking, Holly stays generally apart from me, though I moved up on the bed with her.
Greg says (1:40 AM):
She knows what happened with Melissa and I, for sure.
Greg says (1:40 AM):
If not the details, just the most condemning parts.
Greg says (1:41 AM):
More of Melissa's evil shenanigans pursue, I hate her more, feel more ashamed.
Greg says (1:41 AM):
They both leave.
Greg says (1:41 AM):
Without a word.
Greg says (1:41 AM):
I was supposed to help them move things out.
Greg says (1:42 AM):
I texted Melissa - Holly doesn't get texts, otherwise I would, endlessely - about calling me to help her move shit out.
Greg says (1:42 AM):
Fire alarms go off early morning, and midday.
Greg says (1:42 AM):
I get four hours of sleep in 72 hours.
Greg says (1:42 AM):
They never call me.
Greg says (1:43 AM):
I even see Melissa in the lobby after the first fire alarm, walking right past me, ignoring me completely, and leaving to get breakfast.
Greg says (1:44 AM):
Since then, it's been a mixture of hate and longing for the physical closeness of Melissa, and the emotional closeness of Holly, that's been tormenting, and what's inspired the few topic on 1p about my health.
Greg says (1:44 AM):
That's it.
Greg says (1:44 AM):
That's all I can tell now.
Greg says (1:44 AM):
I'm glad as hell it's out.
Greg says (1:44 AM):
I need input.
Bill says (1:44 AM):
Hmmmm
Greg says (1:45 AM):
I have Holly calling me today, and chocolates for her bought, and Melissa calling me on Super Bowl Sunday and talking to me on MSN a few days ago about financial bullshit
Greg says (1:45 AM):
Endless nights spent wakeful on these two.,
Bill says (1:45 AM):
What do they look like?
Greg says (1:45 AM):
Aha.
Greg says (1:45 AM):
Ahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahaha.
Greg says (1:45 AM):
You asshole.
Bill says (1:45 AM):

Greg says (1:46 AM):
Women are illogicl creatures.
Greg says (1:46 AM):
Men, naturally logical.
Greg says (1:46 AM):
It's not fair.
Greg says (1:46 AM):
*illogical
Greg says (1:46 AM):
I've had about 8 shots by now
Greg says (1:46 AM):
Otherwise I wouldn't let all this go.
Greg says (1:46 AM):
Better save this.
Greg says (1:47 AM):
I NEED input, too.
Greg says (1:47 AM):
Fuck. I might post it.
Bill says (1:47 AM):
Maybe you should drive out to her place every weekend?
Greg says (1:47 AM):
Am I just a fucking emotionally retarded fuck?
Greg says (1:48 AM):
Or have I really been through something fucked up?
Bill says (1:48 AM):
Well, her having sex with you there after you've already done it with her if pretty fucked up
Greg says (1:48 AM):
Something that justifies these feelings... these discrepincies...
Greg says (1:48 AM):
WAIT
Greg says (1:48 AM):
What?
Bill says (1:48 AM):
=/
Bill says (1:49 AM):
I don't even know what I said, LET ME REPHRASE
Bill says (1:49 AM):
Her having sex with that Michael guy in front of you was pretty fucked up
Greg says (1:49 AM):
She didn't.
Greg says (1:49 AM):
Well
Greg says (1:50 AM):
As far as she told me
Bill says (1:50 AM):
Well, you know
Greg says (1:50 AM):
She felt shit enough about how I left that she shoved him off her
Greg says (1:50 AM):
BUT SHE DIDN'T TRY THAT HARD WHILE I WAS THERE
Greg says (1:50 AM):
Gotta piss
Bill says (1:50 AM):
k
Greg says (1:52 AM):
Apparently
Greg says (1:52 AM):
I've forgotten some.
Greg says (1:52 AM):
It was unprotected.
Bill says (1:52 AM):
hm?
Greg says (1:52 AM):
Me and Melissa.
Greg says (1:52 AM):
And after, she was bringing up her missing her period for a few days every chance she got
Greg says (1:53 AM):
In the elevator, just me and her, and in her bedroom, with lots of our friends I guarantee we - at least I - didn't want to know
Greg says (1:54 AM):
Later, finally, "I got my period! Finally! RIGHT Greg!?!?" In front of a bunch of friends who already think she's a whore because of how she acts when drunk
Greg says (1:54 AM):
Did I mention she's a gemini?
Bill says (1:55 AM):
Does that matter?
Greg says (1:55 AM):
A two-faced CUNT
Bill says (1:55 AM):
lol
Greg says (1:55 AM):
As soon as she got what she wanted, she turned personalities and didn't want anything to do with me
Greg says (1:55 AM):
Two-faced BITCH.
Greg says (1:55 AM):
Fuck it.
Greg says (1:55 AM):
Fuck her.
Greg says (1:56 AM):
I was manipluated to the worst degree and suffer from it hardcore. Don't lol.
Bill says (1:56 AM):
I'm laughing at the Gemini and Two-faced connection
Greg says (1:56 AM):
I became emotionally attached. AS A GUY. And she left me hanging.
Greg says (1:57 AM):
So now.
Greg says (1:57 AM):
That's the end of the 'story'.
Greg says (1:57 AM):
Now is present time.
Greg says (1:57 AM):
She hasn't talked to me since she saw me for that
Greg says (1:57 AM):
*'never have I ever' game where she got bitchy and personal
Greg says (1:58 AM):
Except for calling me on the fucking Super Bowl, asking if I'd return something for Michael.
Greg says (1:58 AM):
Since then, nothing.
Greg says (1:58 AM):
Other than that, it's been all Holly.
Greg says (1:58 AM):
Except for the stray comment on Facebook I purposely ignor.
Greg says (1:58 AM):
*ignore.
Greg says (1:58 AM):
Cunt.
Greg says (1:59 AM):
Now I'm trying to keep things up with Holly because I REALLY LIKE her (aka, might be 'The One')
Greg says (2:00 AM):
And things are shaky partly because her parents won't let her come back, and she knows what's happened (physically) between me and Melissa.
Greg says (2:00 AM):
That.
Greg says (2:00 AM):
Is.
Greg says (2:00 AM):
IT.
Greg says (2:00 AM):
Good enough.
Greg says (2:00 AM):
?
Bill says (2:00 AM):
Yes
Greg says (2:00 AM):
Have fun?
Greg says (2:00 AM):
Entertaining?
Greg says (2:00 AM):
It will be a novel some day.
Bill says (2:00 AM):
It was like a big wtf with all that Melissa shit
Greg says (2:00 AM):
Different characters.
Greg says (2:01 AM):
Finished story. Since all this isn't exactly 'resolved' right now.
Bill says (2:01 AM):
Based on a true story. Only the names of the charactes, places, and events have changed.
Greg says (2:01 AM):
But this is why I'm so GODDAMN FUCKED UP right now.
Greg says (2:01 AM):
Cut me some Goddamn SLACK>
Greg says (2:01 AM):
Goddamnit Miguel.
Bill says (2:01 AM):
I think you should do what the Eagles did.
Bill says (2:01 AM):
Take it easy
Greg says (2:02 AM):
I've seriously considered suicide.
Bill says (2:02 AM):
Whooooooooooa
Greg says (2:02 AM):
Seriously.
Bill says (2:02 AM):
Because of a girl?
Greg says (2:02 AM):
NO.
Greg says (2:02 AM):
Not just because of that.
Greg says (2:02 AM):
Because of everything compounded on this.
Greg says (2:02 AM):
I
Greg says (2:02 AM):
*I've thought of the ways it would all end.
Greg says (2:03 AM):
How insanely easy and impulsive it would be to slit my throat. But also how I KNOW I could not do it.,
Greg says (2:03 AM):
No matter how much I drink.
Greg says (2:03 AM):
It's certainly not because of this.
Greg says (2:04 AM):
Things aren't going so hot at home.
Greg says (2:04 AM):
My dad might be getting laid off, the ice storm butt-fucked that part of the state, I fucked up last semester and there's basically no chace of scholarship
Greg says (2:04 AM):
You have no idea how easy it would be to end all of it.
Greg says (2:05 AM):
I've been there with the knife, considering everything. And closed it.
Greg says (2:05 AM):
I have it now.
Greg says (2:05 AM):
Life it so precious.
Greg says (2:05 AM):
You have no idea.
Bill says (2:07 AM):
How would your parents deal with you being dead and shit?
Greg says (2:08 AM):
That's part of what kept me from doing 'it'.
Greg says (2:08 AM):
Thinking of how my family/closest friends woudl react.
Greg says (2:08 AM):
I've been SO close, though.


2/18/2009 2:58:30 AM Greg *red+u Bill About Melissa
2/18/2009 2:58:42 AM Greg *red+u Bill I worry sometimes, because maybe I've made the wrong judgement here and there?
2/18/2009 2:59:07 AM Greg *red+u Bill Maybe she didn't talk to me for that week or so after because she was confused about what she wanted.
2/18/2009 2:59:10 AM Greg *red+u Bill Don't talk right now.
2/18/2009 2:59:27 AM Greg *red+u Bill To be honest, I never did look back at Melissa and Michael.
2/18/2009 2:59:59 AM Greg *red+u Bill She did try to stop him. He was drunk as hell. Of course, it was "stop, not right now, I've got company, c'mon... please?"
2/18/2009 3:00:08 AM Greg *red+u Bill He wasn't getting violent or anything, just wouldn't stop smooching.
2/18/2009 3:00:14 AM Greg *red+u Bill Eventually she stopped trying.
2/18/2009 3:00:37 AM Greg *red+u Bill I don't know if she ever was kissing him back, and I'm still not sure what happened after I left.
2/18/2009 3:00:44 AM Greg *red+u Bill All I know is that I was pissed.
2/18/2009 3:01:04 AM Greg *red+u Bill But later, a few days, maybe the next day
2/18/2009 3:01:14 AM Greg *red+u Bill She told me that her and Michael were done completely.
2/18/2009 3:01:25 AM Greg *red+u Bill That they got in a fight over what happened then.
2/18/2009 3:01:47 AM Greg *red+u Bill Oh, and when she said that she kicked him out after I left, it was because she felt guilty about me.
2/18/2009 3:02:52 AM Greg *red+u Bill See, I can understand why she'd be confused and want time alone. I mean, I won't go over her entire relationship history - though I really could :/ - I'll just say she hasn't exactly had a real relationship since her first fell through kind-of dramatically.
2/18/2009 3:03:12 AM Greg *red+u Bill Not done.
2/18/2009 3:03:50 AM Greg *red+u Bill This Michael character was her 'friend with benefits' after all. And I think they did have a kind-of emotional bond.
2/18/2009 3:04:10 AM Greg *red+u Bill I remember her telling me a few times that she thought the reason she liked him so much is because he is so much like her first boyfriend.
2/18/2009 3:04:59 AM Greg *red+u Bill And that they had an agreement since they met that both would be there for each other if they were ever lonely, because they'd both just gotten out of bad relationships.
2/18/2009 3:05:41 AM Greg *red+u Bill There was once I remember her saying that I was a catch.
2/18/2009 3:05:54 AM Greg *red+u Bill I was next door, with two of my better friends up here, and she was in the doorway.
2/18/2009 3:06:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill She said something like 'Joe, you're not a catch. Greg, now, he's a catch.'
2/18/2009 3:06:27 AM Greg *red+u Bill She was always flirting. But then again it seemed like a running joke at the time.
2/18/2009 3:06:33 AM Greg *red+u Bill This was way before anything happened.
2/18/2009 3:07:23 AM Greg *red+u Bill Every chance they got - both Holly and Melissa - the running joke with our little posse - think roughly one similar to That '70s Show - was that I was the only one they liked any more.
2/18/2009 3:07:46 AM Greg *red+u Bill It's still a secret from everyone else.
2/18/2009 3:08:00 AM Greg *red+u Bill I've even been asked by them and had to lie to their faces.
2/18/2009 3:08:05 AM Greg *red+u Bill At Melissa's request.
2/18/2009 3:08:15 AM Greg *red+u Bill Though I don't really want them to know, either.
2/18/2009 3:08:16 AM Greg *red+u Bill However.
2/18/2009 3:08:25 AM Greg *red+u Bill After this, after I've already had to lie
2/18/2009 3:09:17 AM Greg *red+u Bill One of her friends up on her floor blurts out in Michael's company something like "...[regarding me] he's probably just acting weird because Melissa was his first"
2/18/2009 3:09:45 AM Greg *red+u Bill Melissa was so embarrassed, she tells me, she had to run to her room and lock herself in. She'd never been so embarrassed in her life.
2/18/2009 3:10:23 AM Greg *red+u Bill A while later she let Michael in and told him all about it. He didn't really care. He was actually pretty nonchalant and even today tries to say '
2/18/2009 3:10:33 AM Greg *red+u Bill *tries to say 'hey' every time he sees me.
2/18/2009 3:10:59 AM Greg *red+u Bill I forced myself to talk to him for the first time ever - after seeing him around plenty, that is - in Subway not but three weeks ago.
2/18/2009 3:11:02 AM Greg *red+u Bill First time ever.
2/18/2009 3:11:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill I couldn't look him in the eye.
2/18/2009 3:11:48 AM Greg *red+u Bill Anyways. This friend that blurted that out, she's a loud, chubby, annoying bitch that none of the guys like, and now never talk to since Holly and Melissa are gone.
2/18/2009 3:12:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill She also stalked me for a bit there around Halloween, and I know for a fact she had a crush on me.
2/18/2009 3:12:40 AM Greg *red+u Bill So the fact that Melissa told HER about what happened between me and her, especially the part about it being my first time, also pisses me off.
2/18/2009 3:13:22 AM Greg *red+u Bill Thankfully she hasn't said anything to any of the guys yet. They probably wouldn't be surprised, actually.
2/18/2009 3:13:41 AM Greg *red+u Bill But I still don't want them to know, considering their opinion of Melissa.
2/18/2009 3:13:55 AM Greg *red+u Bill Oh wait.
2/18/2009 3:14:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill I did tell my one friend Jerry about it, though.
2/18/2009 3:14:13 AM Greg *red+u Bill Which is amazingly weird.
2/18/2009 3:15:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill Because back before I was hanging out with Melissa much at all, and back during football when the whole posse was still all together and in Melissa's room watching movies, Jerry and her made out.
2/18/2009 3:15:15 AM Greg *red+u Bill She stopped him.
2/18/2009 3:15:20 AM Greg *red+u Bill I know this because I was also there.
2/18/2009 3:15:31 AM Greg *red+u Bill Well, actually, we were all there tongue.gif
2/18/2009 3:15:42 AM Greg *red+u Bill It's a funny story that we come back to every now and then.
2/18/2009 3:16:01 AM Greg *red+u Bill We were all fucked up after one of the first football games and watching some movie in Melissa's room
2/18/2009 3:16:49 AM Greg *red+u Bill We didn't know what Melissa was like when drunk - did I mention she makes out with ANYBODY when drunk? Yeah. - and we hear them on the top bunk and stand up in time to see Melissa back off and stop him.
2/18/2009 3:16:58 AM Greg *red+u Bill Anyways.
2/18/2009 3:17:03 AM Greg *red+u Bill Wait.
2/18/2009 3:17:03 AM Greg *red+u Bill Shit.
2/18/2009 3:17:09 AM Greg *red+u Bill Back to Melissa and Jerry, actually.
2/18/2009 3:17:28 AM Greg *red+u Bill Both Melissa and Holly liked Jerry, actually.
2/18/2009 3:17:54 AM Greg *red+u Bill And obviously Jerry liked Melissa.
2/18/2009 3:18:31 AM Greg *red+u Bill So after 'it' happened, way after, when we had the Finals party with that shit-ton of alcohol.
2/18/2009 3:18:43 AM Greg *red+u Bill Me and Jerry went on a walk for no particular reason and I decided to tell him.
2/18/2009 3:18:56 AM Greg *red+u Bill Now he hates her, pretty much.
2/18/2009 3:19:08 AM Greg *red+u Bill But he doesn't know details like you all do. He just knows it happened.



2/18/2009 3:28:11 AM Greg *red+u Bill But I know he still liked her for a while, until I think they were showing interest in me, and then he got bitter and didn't want anything to do with them.
2/18/2009 3:28:20 AM Greg *red+u Bill Thing is, they talked about him still after that.
2/18/2009 3:28:38 AM Greg *red+u Bill "What's Jerry's problem? I really like him, why doesn't he like us any more?"
2/18/2009 3:28:43 AM Greg *red+u Bill - both Holly and Melissa
2/18/2009 3:28:57 AM Greg *red+u Bill I think now they don't really like him because of the way he's acted, but yeah, that was there for a while.



Greg *red+u says (3:36 AM):
There's stuff I left out of the text I just remembered.
Bill says (3:36 AM):
oh shit\
Greg *red+u says (3:36 AM):
You know, the day after the Michael/Me/Melissa incident.
Greg *red+u says (3:36 AM):
It was about 5 texts back and forth, pretty big texts.
Greg *red+u says (3:37 AM):
Major points coming from her were 'you know how I am with boys', 'you were cockblocking', and the part I didn't mention before was 'damnit Greg, we are and never were anything'
Greg *red+u says (3:37 AM):
*are nothing
Greg *red+u says (3:38 AM):
I did send her something like 'you were basically fucking behind me'
Greg *red+u says (3:38 AM):
The strange thing
Greg *red+u says (3:38 AM):
Was that when she said 'we are nothing and never we anything'.
Greg *red+u says (3:38 AM):
It hurt. But...
Greg *red+u says (3:38 AM):
It also was a relief.
Greg *red+u says (3:39 AM):
It actually kind of made me feel better.
Greg *red+u says (3:39 AM):
I'm not sure why.
Greg *red+u says (3:40 AM):
Oh
Greg *red+u says (3:41 AM):
And, this is minor, but it shows a bit how Melissa can be two-faced as hell
Greg *red+u says (3:41 AM):
She got in big trouble with alcohol a while back, maybe a year before college.
Greg *red+u says (3:41 AM):
Taking drinks into movies, to work, to school.
Greg *red+u says (3:42 AM):
Had to go to therapy or something.
Greg *red+u says (3:42 AM):
Has horrible credit now because she was buying so much alcohol.
Greg *red+u says (3:42 AM):
Anyways, she went to therapy and got 'better'.
Greg *red+u says (3:42 AM):
When we first met her, she said she didn't drink any more.
Greg *red+u says (3:42 AM):
She drank some, obviously.
Greg *red+u says (3:43 AM):
Got back to drinking like a normal person. Perhaps a bit more.
Greg *red+u says (3:43 AM):
But that's one of the things we would do, was drink and talk, just me and her. Not too much, and she never drank so much she got all whore-ish.
Greg *red+u says (3:44 AM):
A few weeks after 'it' happened, when I was trying to hang out with her to build back a friendship
Greg *red+u says (3:44 AM):
Actually, this was finals week.
Greg *red+u says (3:44 AM):
After I told Jerry and before she made out with me and I had to push her off.
Greg *red+u says (3:44 AM):
I went up there with some beer - for me - and she fucking got MAD at me.
Greg *red+u says (3:44 AM):
"I don't want that shit up here. I haven't drank in a month and I'm trying to quit, damnit!"
Greg *red+u says (3:45 AM):
Like, fucking MAD.
Greg *red+u says (3:45 AM):
Of course, not but a few days later, she's drunk and when it winds down to just me and her up, she's on me and I push her off and so on. You know that part.
Greg *red+u says (3:45 AM):
Fucking confusing girl, she is.

Patchy
February 18th, 2009, 08:00 AM
Right this seems to just be a chain of events and your not actually asking for help or advice on anything, if you cut it down to a smaller version and ask a question what you want people to answer then repost it, just please cut it down in size!

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