Sooooo LOST! Gah!

[Amphetamine]

Alright, Richard and I had to split. Dunagan (my ex) found out. Some promise? I don't know it's too confusing but this is mine and Richard's conversation. Sooo lost.

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: go ahead...i need to eat
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: lol ok
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: you better come back
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: why should i/
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ?
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: cuz you love me
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: and i'm beautiful
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: that works
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: it did?!
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: yup
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: wow any particular reason why or what
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: cause i was done eatin
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: oh fine
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: and youre beautifull

...later on...

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: no you love me that much! atleast i wanna think that
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: lol
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: yea, thats it
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: are you lying>
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: no
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: uhm.. courtney thinks you actually are lying about the unofficial lol
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: no wait she said you're lying if it is
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: whew she had me lost
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: ok do you love me or not!
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ...yes
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net:
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ok...i didnt ghet a thing you just said...except the last question
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: neither did i
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: lol



(carunderwater = me
chargerfan = him)

Help?

[PinkLink101]

I dont really get it 2??? I also need some help understanding boys....i posted my problem but no 1 will answer :(
GOOD LUCK...lol

[Z /\ ( |-|]

i dont quite understand the problem either :/

[Amphetamine]

Today we got out of P.E. and Em told him I was upset so he came up to me and gave me a hug. A hug. And a kiss on the cheek. I was so upset. I told Samm about what happened with Dunagan. I think I have stronger feelings for him than what I thought. But when we got home the convo went like:

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ...uhh..well...im not gonna "go out with you again" but we can be unofficial for a while, like go places togather and such....im still a cool guy ...even if i cant keep a secret

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: yeah
carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: i wish i could say something but you would so take it the wrong way so i'm going to shut up

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ...ok

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: :(

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: IM SORRY!!!!!...would you rather me break a promise?

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: no i'm just thinking now

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ok....yu can drop kick richard next trime you see him

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: nope... i don't want nothing to do with him anymore]

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: if i see him and you're around you better hold me back

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: gotcha

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: ya know... i did alot for him... i gave up hugo for him... i stayed with him when he cheated on me.. uhm... let's see... well.. you don't know any of this but what he has done to me is pretty fucking low if you ask me

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ....alright

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: do you see why i am pissed?

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: a little....but you do understand the dilema, right?

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: yes i do

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ook

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: ugh...

chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: i gotta go

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: ok

carunderwater_x3@sbcglobal.net: i guess i'll talk to you later

[Hi i am jon]

wow!!!
chargerfan69@sbcglobal.net: ...uhh..well...im not gonna "go out with you again" but we can be unofficial for a while, like go places togather and such....im still a cool guy ...even if i cant keep a secret

after all the chickflicks ive watched i think that is bad :P if he doesnt want to make it official then..........then he does not deserve you, yeah.......but i think the problem is you like him but dont kow if he likes you the same way?

judging by the statement i quoted he likes you, but not enough, just hang on and let him do all the work...hehe..you just be lazy kick back and flirt with him

[icegemz]

mmmmmmmmm i got lost wat was the problem if itz about this unoffical guy drop him or if that wasnt the prob drop him neway

[Amphetamine]

but i think the problem is you like him but dont kow if he likes you the same way?

He sits there telling me he loves me and whatnot. The only reason we're unofficial is because of his best friend. :x

you just be lazy kick back and flirt with him

I've done it.. that's how the first time came around.

itz about this unoffical guy drop him

I would, but he always finds a way to make me stay. :(

[icegemz]

(i would but he always finds a way to make me stay) be strong brake away let himnothat its not ok nemorep.s. cn sum 1 help me wivmyprobleminrelationship thx!

[Amphetamine]

... I think I may be breaking away from Richard ...
Today, I skipped 8th block (kind of, my dad wrote me a note to get out of class early) and went to go see my friend, he had to go to his parole officer. We were hanging out with my cousin and she was like telling us we need to go back out. He was standing there blushing and I hit her with my hoodie. Then we were in the middle of the street and I jumped on him and hugged him and he was like looking at me weird but he hugged me back. Then I was going around jokingly saying "where's my kiss?" and he kissed me! Whoa. Then my cousin left and me and him were walking and he said I was right that I look different and act different than before. We may go back out. He isn't sure. But it was so funny. Before I left he gave me two hugs. I gave him my blue slip and was like "I skipped class for you, keep it." Then he laughed and went to his parole officer. Weird.

[Amphetamine]

Today... wow.
I don't know what to do. I like both Richard and Benassi now and it's complicated. I mean, Richard is just there. I never really thought I would have gone out with him but after hanging out with him some I did. :roll: And Benassi is my ex. I miss him. I texted him though and told him "nevermind about me asking you out, I'll wait before I ask again." Yeah. So confused. I don't know who I like more or anything! Grrrrrr! :x