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Abhorrence
July 28th, 2015, 11:20 AM
The previous thread (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=3861) had a lot of posts, so I'm making a new one.

For every day you do not self-harm you can record it on this thread, I hope everyone is well. :)

I may as well start, I'm on day 8 currently. :)

Karkat
July 28th, 2015, 03:52 PM
Day 88

Let Me Be a Pony
July 28th, 2015, 04:00 PM
I don't even remember anymore.

Meh Guy
July 28th, 2015, 05:51 PM
Day 52.

The previous thread had a lot of posts, so I'm making a new one

Nah, I mean it was only around since 2005, we didn't even hit 1000 pages yet. (Which I guess is a good thing :))

xXl0sth0peXx
July 28th, 2015, 10:45 PM
One day. Let's start at the beginning.

Abhorrence
July 29th, 2015, 04:39 AM
Day 9.

Doc. Maestro
July 29th, 2015, 08:26 AM
I think I made it to 40...
Day 40
Feels good being on the first page for some reason :)

xXoblivionXx
July 29th, 2015, 09:54 PM
one week for me!

Doc. Maestro
July 30th, 2015, 04:27 AM
Day 41
I can feel myself shifting back into the dark side, I don't want to. I'm in twilight right now, but I want the day to keep going... this streak may end soon, but no matter, I'll come back next time with a vengeance and I will keep going far past this day, or whenever it ends, if it does at all

Meh Guy
July 30th, 2015, 06:02 PM
Day 54

Doc. Maestro
July 31st, 2015, 11:15 AM
For yesterday: Day 42

Abhorrence
July 31st, 2015, 12:23 PM
Day 11.

xXoblivionXx
July 31st, 2015, 01:22 PM
day 9

thatgothgirluknow
July 31st, 2015, 10:29 PM
idk over 2 weeks amazed i made it through today but i know i can do this

City Kid
August 1st, 2015, 10:49 AM
Day 58.

Doc. Maestro
August 1st, 2015, 11:47 AM
For Yesterday: Day 43, need to stop this habit

Meh Guy
August 1st, 2015, 06:06 PM
Day 56.

I'm so pathetic it's actually funny

xXoblivionXx
August 1st, 2015, 11:20 PM
ten.

Doc. Maestro
August 2nd, 2015, 02:07 AM
Day 44

Abhorrence
August 2nd, 2015, 04:34 AM
Day 13.

xXoblivionXx
August 2nd, 2015, 11:01 AM
day 11

Ncis.lover
August 2nd, 2015, 09:23 PM
Day 72

Abhorrence
August 3rd, 2015, 04:14 AM
2 weeks.

thatgothgirluknow
August 3rd, 2015, 09:42 PM
1 but im doing good tomorrow is two

Doc. Maestro
August 4th, 2015, 06:01 AM
Missed: Day 45
Current: Day 46

Meh Guy
August 4th, 2015, 06:53 PM
Day 59.

xXoblivionXx
August 5th, 2015, 12:51 AM
2 weeks

Abhorrence
August 5th, 2015, 04:43 AM
Day 16.

Doc. Maestro
August 5th, 2015, 07:59 AM
Day 47

xXoblivionXx
August 6th, 2015, 02:52 AM
day 15

Abhorrence
August 6th, 2015, 03:06 AM
Day 17.

Doc. Maestro
August 6th, 2015, 04:21 AM
Day 48

thatgothgirluknow
August 6th, 2015, 11:16 AM
lost track but i think it's 3

Abhorrence
August 7th, 2015, 05:05 AM
I'm 18 days completely self-harm free and 34 days cut free. I want to distinguish the two.

xXoblivionXx
August 7th, 2015, 03:39 PM
16...

Abhorrence
August 8th, 2015, 08:31 AM
19 days self-harm free.
35 days cut free.

xXoblivionXx
August 8th, 2015, 11:13 AM
17..

Doc. Maestro
August 8th, 2015, 11:52 AM
Missed a day or two, but I did it yesterday. I made it to 50.

Feel like cutting soon though, I don't know why, but must resist the urge

Abhorrence
August 9th, 2015, 06:44 AM
20 days self-harm free.
36 days cut free.

Doc. Maestro
August 9th, 2015, 08:27 AM
Well, today is day 51. 49 days to go

Doc. Maestro
August 10th, 2015, 08:05 AM
Day 52

Malcolm Tucker
August 10th, 2015, 08:07 AM
1,140. Been a trying month or so. Came extremely close to breaking it on multiple occasions, been the hardest month in a long time, and can't see it getting better for a while, if at all. But still going.

xXoblivionXx
August 10th, 2015, 08:51 AM
19...

Doc. Maestro
August 11th, 2015, 06:36 AM
Day 53

xXoblivionXx
August 11th, 2015, 12:32 PM
made it to 20

Zynicker
August 11th, 2015, 04:12 PM
Day number 3...

Doc. Maestro
August 12th, 2015, 07:50 AM
Day 54

Abhorrence
August 12th, 2015, 07:54 AM
23 days self-harm free.
39 days cut free.

xXoblivionXx
August 12th, 2015, 02:35 PM
3 weeks

romes3
August 12th, 2015, 08:24 PM
I'm at 5 months no self harm

Doc. Maestro
August 13th, 2015, 04:00 AM
Day 55

Abhorrence
August 14th, 2015, 05:30 AM
25 days self-harm free.
41 days cut free.

Doc. Maestro
August 14th, 2015, 09:58 AM
Yesterday was Day 56
Today is Day 57

Abhorrence
August 15th, 2015, 07:09 AM
26 days self-harm free.
42 days cut free.

xXoblivionXx
August 15th, 2015, 10:16 AM
twenty four

Doc. Maestro
August 16th, 2015, 05:03 AM
Day 58

Hideous
August 16th, 2015, 05:13 AM
217 days

City Kid
August 16th, 2015, 06:48 AM
Relapsed last night. Mh.

Abhorrence
August 16th, 2015, 08:04 AM
27 days self-harm free.
43 days cut free.

Dalcourt
August 16th, 2015, 11:42 AM
day two...

wolf g
August 16th, 2015, 12:12 PM
sorry i don't understand any thing

Doc. Maestro
August 17th, 2015, 07:53 AM
Day 59

james smith
August 17th, 2015, 08:10 AM
i don't remember

Abhorrence
August 17th, 2015, 10:11 AM
sorry i don't understand any thing

This is a thread that allows users who suffer with self-harm issues to count the days that they do not self-harm.

Doc. Maestro
August 18th, 2015, 08:11 AM
Day 60. 40 days to go

Taraloid
August 18th, 2015, 08:22 AM
Day 24..

Abhorrence
August 18th, 2015, 09:30 AM
Day 45 cut free.
Day 29 fully self-harm free.

Desuetude
August 18th, 2015, 05:54 PM
261 and I'm hoping that this is the run that will continue to get higher.

Malcolm Tucker
August 18th, 2015, 07:23 PM
1,149 days.

Abhorrence
August 19th, 2015, 05:40 AM
Day 46 cut free.
Day 30 fully self-harm free.

Doc. Maestro
August 19th, 2015, 08:03 AM
Day 61

xXoblivionXx
August 19th, 2015, 08:08 PM
day 28! let's go :yeah:

Abhorrence
August 20th, 2015, 02:28 AM
Day 47 cut free.
Day 31 fully self-harm free.

Doc. Maestro
August 20th, 2015, 07:31 AM
Day 62

Abhorrence
August 21st, 2015, 08:31 AM
Day 32.

Doc. Maestro
August 21st, 2015, 10:10 AM
Day 63

seoulsuho
August 21st, 2015, 08:05 PM
....

StoppingTom
August 21st, 2015, 08:05 PM
A month and 8 days :)

Abhorrence
August 22nd, 2015, 05:43 AM
Day 33.

Doc. Maestro
August 22nd, 2015, 06:27 AM
Day 64

xXoblivionXx
August 22nd, 2015, 06:37 AM
day 31

Abhorrence
August 22nd, 2015, 07:04 PM
Day 34.

Doc. Maestro
August 23rd, 2015, 08:18 AM
Day 65

Abhorrence
August 24th, 2015, 01:08 AM
Day 35.

Doc. Maestro
August 24th, 2015, 07:53 AM
Day 66

impan1019
August 25th, 2015, 04:34 AM
9 1/2 hours! only cuz i was seeping, will probably relapse but trying not to

Abhorrence
August 25th, 2015, 06:04 AM
Day 36.

Doc. Maestro
August 25th, 2015, 08:16 AM
Day 67

Dalcourt
August 25th, 2015, 09:08 AM
back to day 0.

impan1019
August 25th, 2015, 06:12 PM
22 hours!!!!

impan1019
August 25th, 2015, 08:54 PM
back to zero

xXoblivionXx
August 26th, 2015, 07:23 AM
back to zero

it's okay, you can do it :hug:

day 35 for me

Abhorrence
August 26th, 2015, 07:29 AM
Day 37.

impan1019
August 26th, 2015, 02:58 PM
18 hours

Abhorrence
August 26th, 2015, 11:03 PM
Day 38.

impan1019
August 27th, 2015, 05:36 AM
33 hours

Doc. Maestro
August 27th, 2015, 07:30 AM
33 hours

Good job! Keep going, I have faith in you :D remember to aim in steps like I did: 3 days, 5, a week, 10 days, 15 days, 20 days, then 30, 50, and now I'm going for a huge leap to 100 XD

Day 69 hehe :3

impan1019
August 27th, 2015, 02:54 PM
43 hours!!!!

xXoblivionXx
August 27th, 2015, 07:08 PM
day 36

Doc. Maestro
August 28th, 2015, 10:06 AM
Yesterday was Day 70

wolf g
August 28th, 2015, 02:15 PM
good job everyone

Dalcourt
August 28th, 2015, 02:29 PM
day 3

Miserabilia
August 28th, 2015, 04:47 PM
0 for the first time in more than year but meh

impan1019
August 28th, 2015, 05:45 PM
70 hours

Abhorrence
August 29th, 2015, 12:48 AM
Day 39.

Doc. Maestro
August 29th, 2015, 10:01 AM
70 hours

Great job! Keep it up, and remember that if you need somebody to rant to or talk to, I'm right here :) Also, remember that the Night section in my diary is free for all to abuse (mash keys, type in all caps, swear as much as you want, and just let out all the anger you have on anyone in there).

I believe yesterday was Day 71?

Doc. Maestro
August 30th, 2015, 08:01 AM
Day 72
All quiet on the Virtual front...

Abhorrence
August 30th, 2015, 08:15 AM
Day 40. Damn son.

xXoblivionXx
August 30th, 2015, 11:08 AM
39, I can't believe it

impan1019
August 30th, 2015, 05:50 PM
day 5!!!!!! yay im finally staring to let go of this addiction!

Abhorrence
August 30th, 2015, 07:07 PM
Day 41. Not doing too good on the alcohol front though lmao.

impan1019
August 30th, 2015, 07:57 PM
day zero again, i just cant seem to get a hold of this shit anymore

Dalcourt
August 31st, 2015, 12:34 AM
unfortunately day zero again...I hate myself

Doc. Maestro
August 31st, 2015, 07:45 AM
day zero again, i just cant seem to get a hold of this shit anymore

Hey it's okay, it was tough my first time trying to stop too. But congratulations! You made it to day 5! Next time, try to get to day 7, or 10 if you like. If you feel like cutting prior, remind yourself of your goal and force yourself to stop, remind yourself that you can do this, and that I have faith in you :)

Day 72

Doc. Maestro
August 31st, 2015, 07:47 AM
unfortunately day zero again...I hate myself

Everybody slips up from time to time, just try again, and keep going, try to go further than before. The important thing isn't succeeding, it's not giving up even when you fail, because if you give up, you'll never have the chance to succeed. Failure is just a step to victory, no man has ever tasted victory without defeat in his past.

Abhorrence
August 31st, 2015, 04:39 PM
Ah looks like we are back to the most familiar day of all, day zero. For now, I regret nothing. I feel everything I wanted to feel and everything I deserve to feel. Does it make me feel happy? In a sick sense it does, I feel no regret or anything. I just know that I've fucked up and what's the point in fixing it just to fuck up again? I'm not trying anymore. I can't be bothered with myself.

amybah
August 31st, 2015, 06:51 PM
7 months now. I never thought i could get this far


Good job guys!

xXoblivionXx
August 31st, 2015, 09:01 PM
Ah looks like we are back to the most familiar day of all, day zero. For now, I regret nothing. I feel everything I wanted to feel and everything I deserve to feel. Does it make me feel happy? In a sick sense it does, I feel no regret or anything. I just know that I've fucked up and what's the point in fixing it just to fuck up again? I'm not trying anymore. I can't be bothered with myself.
please don't give up :hug3:

Fiction
September 1st, 2015, 04:44 AM
1,061 days

impan1019
September 1st, 2015, 04:50 AM
Day zero.... Is it bad if I don't want to quit??

Doc. Maestro
September 1st, 2015, 08:03 AM
Day zero.... Is it bad if I don't want to quit??

Come on Morgan, I believe in you, you've got this. It doesn't make you bad if you don't want to quit, it's an addiction, and addictions can control you. Listen, every time you're about to cut, try your best to think of this site, and try to think of me. Every time I see that you've cut, a little part of me sort of shrivels up and cries, because I know how tough it is for you and I'm only able to watch and try to cheer you on from the sides. I don't want to pressure you into anything, but just trust me, have faith, and hold on, just keep going and keep trying, if not for yourself for me.

Day 73

impan1019
September 1st, 2015, 04:37 PM
i dont really feel like quitting, still day zero

impan1019
September 1st, 2015, 06:39 PM
minute 1

xXoblivionXx
September 1st, 2015, 08:20 PM
41...

impan1019
September 1st, 2015, 08:50 PM
0 hours, 15 mins

Doc. Maestro
September 2nd, 2015, 03:27 AM
Really want to...

Day 74

DarkHorse4eva
September 2nd, 2015, 07:59 AM
606 just turned into 0.

impan1019
September 2nd, 2015, 03:38 PM
Day 0

Doc. Maestro
September 3rd, 2015, 07:10 AM
Day 75. I may cut it off here, things are going well but I'm in a shitty mood and stress+anxiety is starting to get to me, plus exhaustion from work and lack of sleep this term. We will see how it goes tomorrow.

impan1019
September 3rd, 2015, 05:28 PM
day 0

Abhorrence
September 4th, 2015, 03:09 AM
Day 4.

impan1019
September 4th, 2015, 04:51 PM
Day 1

Abhorrence
September 5th, 2015, 01:32 AM
Day 5

Doc. Maestro
September 5th, 2015, 06:59 AM
Day 77

impan1019
September 5th, 2015, 08:21 AM
day 2

xXoblivionXx
September 5th, 2015, 03:45 PM
606 just turned into 0.

:hug3: you can do it Alexis. it's okay, relapses happen.




i'm on day 45 not sure if I'm going to be able to get to 50

Abhorrence
September 6th, 2015, 01:52 AM
i'm on day 45 not sure if I'm going to be able to get to 50

You can do it! :)
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Day 6.

Fractured Silhouette
September 6th, 2015, 02:39 AM
Mental breakdowns are a thing and they make me wish I'd learned a better coping mechanism honestly.

Zilch.

Fiction
September 6th, 2015, 05:21 AM
1,066 days. Just got to keep telling myself it's not worth it.

Desuetude
September 6th, 2015, 06:44 AM
Mental breakdowns are a thing and they make me wish I'd learned a better coping mechanism honestly.

Zilch.
Hey, its not too late to learn a new method of coping, it just might take a while and a few relapses to implement it. Falling back to self harm is a habit and you're definitely able to override that. I know how tedious and exhausting it can be but try some other distractions when you get overwhelmed. Find out which aspect it is of harming that seems to 'help' and try to find that elsewhere. I know that if you're set on quitting then you will eventually. I believe in you, man.

1,066 days. Just got to keep telling myself it's not worth it.
That's bloody amazing, Kathy! It honestly makes me so proud to see that number when I compare it to how much you were struggling when I joined :hug:

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281

Fiction
September 6th, 2015, 12:13 PM
That's bloody amazing, Kathy! It honestly makes me so proud to see that number when I compare it to how much you were struggling when I joined :hug:

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281

Thanks Nikk :) but I see you're not doing too badly yourself! Keep it up :)

impan1019
September 6th, 2015, 02:05 PM
day 3

Doc. Maestro
September 7th, 2015, 03:04 AM
Came close last night, but I will make it to 100
Day 79

Abhorrence
September 7th, 2015, 12:24 PM
1 week.

xXoblivionXx
September 7th, 2015, 02:53 PM
day 47

Miserabilia
September 7th, 2015, 03:07 PM
day 4

amybah
September 7th, 2015, 04:34 PM
Day 0...its so frustrating. After 7 months this happens... I thought I stopped it. Im so shemed

Doc. Maestro
September 8th, 2015, 08:29 AM
Day 80, 80% of the way there

Abhorrence
September 8th, 2015, 10:40 AM
Day 8.

xXoblivionXx
September 8th, 2015, 08:51 PM
48, almost there!

Abhorrence
September 9th, 2015, 02:05 PM
Day 9.

Doc. Maestro
September 10th, 2015, 07:08 AM
Day 82

Abhorrence
September 10th, 2015, 12:43 PM
Day 10.

Doc. Maestro
September 11th, 2015, 11:22 AM
Day 84

Abhorrence
September 11th, 2015, 11:44 AM
Day 11.

Abhorrence
September 12th, 2015, 12:17 PM
Day 12.

Doc. Maestro
September 13th, 2015, 08:47 AM
Day 85

Abhorrence
September 13th, 2015, 09:02 AM
Day 13.

Malcolm Tucker
September 13th, 2015, 05:13 PM
1,175

xXoblivionXx
September 13th, 2015, 08:58 PM
53..

georgiamay
September 14th, 2015, 04:52 AM
10 months today. Thought I'd pop my head into VT and see how things were going over here :)

Fractured Silhouette
September 14th, 2015, 08:51 AM
It's nights like these I hope god exists just so I can punch him in his stupid face when I die.

0

Fiction
September 14th, 2015, 08:56 AM
I wish I could say 1,071

But day 0.

Stress of the next week or so is getting to me.

Abhorrence
September 14th, 2015, 10:29 AM
2 weeks.

Doc. Maestro
September 14th, 2015, 10:43 AM
Day 87

Abhorrence
September 15th, 2015, 10:20 AM
15 days.

Doc. Maestro
September 16th, 2015, 12:05 PM
Day 89

DarkHorse4eva
September 16th, 2015, 04:12 PM
0, again

Doc. Maestro
September 17th, 2015, 12:33 PM
Day 90... 10 to go

Abhorrence
September 17th, 2015, 02:01 PM
Day 17.

xXoblivionXx
September 18th, 2015, 07:01 AM
50 something days down the drain

zero... and im not even mad about it :/

Abhorrence
September 19th, 2015, 06:08 AM
Day 19.

Deleted User
September 19th, 2015, 09:05 AM
560. Made one little scratch on my hand the other day but wasn't going to reset to zero for one tiny scratch out of an otherwise near-perfect 560 days.

Ease up on yourselves, guys, especially once you've hit a goal. None of this is expected to be perfect, you're just trying to get better.

Fiction
September 19th, 2015, 06:59 PM
560. Made one little scratch on my hand the other day but wasn't going to reset to zero for one tiny scratch out of an otherwise near-perfect 560 days.

Ease up on yourselves, guys, especially once you've hit a goal. None of this is expected to be perfect, you're just trying to get better.

So proud of you Jo! :) Keep going!

Day 6

JusticeandMercy
September 19th, 2015, 09:31 PM
Day 26.

Abhorrence
September 20th, 2015, 04:02 AM
Day 20. One more day until three weeks. Again...

xXoblivionXx
September 20th, 2015, 09:50 AM
zero

handle with care
September 21st, 2015, 07:15 AM
181.

Doc. Maestro
September 21st, 2015, 11:22 AM
Day 94

Abhorrence
September 21st, 2015, 03:48 PM
Three weeks.

Abhorrence
September 22nd, 2015, 12:04 PM
Day 22.

Abhorrence
September 24th, 2015, 04:12 AM
Day 24.

Babs
September 24th, 2015, 07:38 PM
I think it's approaching a year.

Abhorrence
September 25th, 2015, 07:14 AM
Day 25.

Doc. Maestro
September 25th, 2015, 11:50 AM
Day 98

City Kid
September 25th, 2015, 11:53 AM
I think it's day four... Or is it? I don't even care.

Abhorrence
September 26th, 2015, 04:21 AM
Day 26.

City Kid
September 26th, 2015, 07:28 AM
Day 5. Let's see how long this'll last.

Abhorrence
September 27th, 2015, 04:04 AM
Day 27.

Abhorrence
September 28th, 2015, 12:41 PM
Four weeks.

Abhorrence
September 29th, 2015, 11:56 AM
Day 29.

City Kid
September 30th, 2015, 04:40 AM
Day 9 of being cut-free... But day 1 of being self harm-free.

Update: Strike that. It's day 0 again.

Doc. Maestro
September 30th, 2015, 10:39 AM
Day 103
Haven't posted in awhile, but I made it past 100 WOOT!
Struggling though, I'm on the verge of ending this streak

Abhorrence
September 30th, 2015, 11:49 AM
Day 30

Luminous
September 30th, 2015, 06:53 PM
Day 3

Abhorrence
October 1st, 2015, 10:34 AM
Day 31.

Desuetude
October 1st, 2015, 12:15 PM
Day 31.
One month, yes Jack! I'm proud of you, man.
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Clean for 295 days, fucking hell. Finally at a stage in my life where I'm intensely regretting my scars instead of liking them. They're going to have a massive negative impact on my future career.

Abhorrence
October 1st, 2015, 02:23 PM
One month, yes Jack! I'm proud of you, man.
____
Clean for 295 days, fucking hell. Finally at a stage in my life where I'm intensely regretting my scars instead of liking them. They're going to have a massive negative impact on my future career.
Thanks dude,

You're doing pretty damn great yourself. Keep it up :)

Luminous
October 1st, 2015, 04:33 PM
Day 4!

City Kid
October 2nd, 2015, 01:17 PM
Day 2.