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muffin with a knife
August 6th, 2014, 04:55 PM
So. I've been diagnosed before with bulimia while I was still uner 18. At 18 I changed my shrink and therapist and the ones I have told me that they don't think I have an eating disorder, that I'm faking one for attention and that being obese is more likely to kill me than purging excessively.
The thing is that I feel extremely guilty after eating anything. I panic in front of food, start shaking, have panic attacks and after eating I immediately go weigh myself and then purge. I restrict a lot and I lost a big ammount of weight in just 3 months. I don't know what this is. Even though I lost weight I am still in the obese category so my doctor and therapist won't take me seriously.
I'd talk to my family about this but they don't care I purge and they told me that I could purge my stomach out and they still wouldn't pity me. I don't need pity! I need help.
So what do you think this is? An eating disorder?
Please help me! :(