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Lithium
March 2nd, 2008, 11:22 PM
I found out that a friend's mother was talking to one of my other friends about me...
And she mentioned some of the things that she knew happened to me when I was younger.

I was talking to him... and I said "yeah, there are some other things that happened to me that I've never told anyone about."

I don't want to say here, but he asked, and I gave myself away when I stared at my feet and just nodded.
He said that he already knew because of my attitude about some things.

This is a secret that I've always held on to... until about an hour ago. I swear, it's a relief, but I won't be able to talk tomorrow.
I'm going to be in a horrible state of shock.

It's something that I denied, tried to block out... something that has riddled me with shame and made me feel lower than dirt for so long.

I don't know what to think, except, as the title says... holy shit.
I'm in shock.

Lithium
March 3rd, 2008, 04:22 AM
I was okay earlier, but now, I'm starting to freak.
Oh, hell...

firestar85137
March 3rd, 2008, 06:57 AM
sigh another not puberty related thread... i may not be a mod but.. request to lock?

Vindication
March 3rd, 2008, 06:59 AM
sigh another not puberty related thread... i may not be a mod but.. request to lock?

What are you talking about? This isnt even in the puberty forum!

Whisper
March 3rd, 2008, 09:36 AM
I found out that a friend's mother was talking to one of my other friends about me...
And she mentioned some of the things that she knew happened to me when I was younger.

I was talking to him... and I said "yeah, there are some other things that happened to me that I've never told anyone about."

I don't want to say here, but he asked, and I gave myself away when I stared at my feet and just nodded.
He said that he already knew because of my attitude about some things.

This is a secret that I've always held on to... until about an hour ago. I swear, it's a relief, but I won't be able to talk tomorrow.
I'm going to be in a horrible state of shock.

It's something that I denied, tried to block out... something that has riddled me with shame and made me feel lower than dirt for so long.

I don't know what to think, except, as the title says... holy shit.
I'm in shock.

It'll be okay alright I'm sure its better to have it out in the open then trying to keep it secret
Probably not the best way for it to get out but means to an end right?
If you wanna talk about it
thats what VT's for
vent away man

falkflyer
March 3rd, 2008, 11:07 PM
Yeah, Whisper's right. We don't judge here (except if it's Dynamic =P, he'll get it) so feel free to let loose. We're here to help you out, for some good old fashioned peer-to-peer advice. There are also many people around to PM if you want it private.

firestar85137
March 4th, 2008, 11:45 AM
whoops wrong thread... srry.:(

Hippie
March 5th, 2008, 02:31 PM
Whisper is right, you can't hold things in forever... In the past couple years I've gone threw some family problems that eventually leaked into my public life and whenever a friend would ask me if It's true I would just kind of nod. If you bottle things up eventually sometime in your life you'll just explode and let your feeling out. As many said thats what VT is for, We are all here to help the best we can. And to receive help from others :).


Hippie

CTRL.ALT.the leet
July 28th, 2008, 02:17 PM
sigh another not puberty related thread... i may not be a mod but.. request to lock?

Wow dude, this is the Abuse thread.
And btw what gives you any authority to move or lock anything.

Hyper
July 28th, 2008, 04:37 PM
Wow dude, this is the Abuse thread.
And btw what gives you any authority to move or lock anything.

Wow dude look at the post dates please :P