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swiftshadowolf
January 11th, 2017, 07:29 PM
I am extremely depressed as I just lost my best friend, she couldn't handle the fact that I was straight. I had been faking gay for several months of us being in a relationship and she couldn't take it. I resorted to self harming as a punishment and cut my thumb with a pair of nail scissors. I need help because I am tempted to do it again. It satisfies my need for punishment as I have been a terrible friend.

Btw I am currently 13.

Pyromaniac27
January 12th, 2017, 12:16 AM
dont beat yourself up over it, everything will work out, just take my word for it when i say cutting is not a good road to walk down. i would try to keep it out of your mind, go out, have fun, try to meet some new people, and make new frends

as a great poster i saw somewhere said-

i found that everytime i thought i was being rejected, i was really being redirected to a better path :)

swiftshadowolf
January 15th, 2017, 08:44 PM
Thank you for the help, I am now joining several local sports clubs in my town to try and make some new friends and think about better things.

Pyromaniac27
January 15th, 2017, 09:00 PM
have fun :)