View Full Version : Eating Disorder?

December 21st, 2016, 11:47 PM
So, in August, i was 272 pounds. Then when i got sent to military school, i dropped weight pretty fast, down to about 245 when the semester ended a week ago. Basically, i'm not satisfied. I mean, i;m happy that i can fit into all my old clothes and stuff, but i'm still chubby and i hate it.

So, i've began snorting tons of Adderall and caffiene. I'm energized all the time, just randomly doing push ups for no reason. I won't eat for a day, and then i may eat one large 750 calorie meal the next day and i just feel fat as fuck.

I've lost 12 pounds in the last 8 days and i mean i can kind of see it, and it just motivates me to do it more.

I keep dreaming about the perfect body that i want for Football.

I know this is unhealthy. I just don't know what to do. I ate 3 slices of pizza about an hour ago, (which is light compared to what i used to eat), and i made myself throw it up.

I'm in a dilemma atm.

Just JT
December 22nd, 2016, 02:15 AM
Uhm, yeah I'd probably stop snorting that shit. Using it the prescribed way will have an effect on you but probably not like that. 12 pounds in 8 day?
That's crazy
Maybe you should talk to mom or dad about all this going on

December 22nd, 2016, 09:03 PM
killing your body to get it to look healthy isn't the way to do it.