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hentai
June 15th, 2016, 08:52 AM
my birthday 2 years ago was the first real day i wanted to die. a real low point, ever since it i have been self harming at least once a day, normally multiple times a day i like how it feels, the release it gives and it lets me feel something. :)

Meron
June 15th, 2016, 08:54 AM
So you enjoy harming yourself and spilling your own blood? How is it a nice feeling? Why are you doing it?

hentai
June 15th, 2016, 08:56 AM
So you enjoy harming yourself and spilling your own blood? How is it a nice feeling? Why are you doing it?

Yes I enjoy it, I am generally numb and it is nice to feel. An "outlet" if you will.

Leprous
June 15th, 2016, 08:58 AM
I feel slightly uncomfortable and Disturbed. I think you need a good therapist hentai . A really good therapist, like....Right Now.

Croconaw
June 15th, 2016, 11:38 AM
I think you should talk to someone before this gets worse.

insanity.
June 15th, 2016, 10:46 PM
You need help :(

thatgothgirluknow
June 16th, 2016, 01:31 PM
yes it may feel good but like drugs it has consequences you need to talk to a professional if your feeling numb they can give you meds to help you feel again so that you won't need to cut to feel something

I feel slightly uncomfortable and Disturbed. I think you need a good therapist hentai . A really good therapist, like....Right Now.
while i agree that he needs a good theripast i think the way you said that could was a little insensitive many people like the feeling they get when cutting it's why allot of people do it amoung other reasons

Tesserax
June 19th, 2016, 05:45 AM
my birthday 2 years ago was the first real day i wanted to die. a real low point, ever since it i have been self harming at least once a day, normally multiple times a day i like how it feels, the release it gives and it lets me feel something. :)

This seems pretty bad. I'm not going to tell you to get a therapist, or to stop because it's dumb like others might, because I was in your position once.

You have to start trying to stop this though, you have to know that if you keep doing this it won't just get better, you have to fight the urge, fight the feeling of hating this world and force yourself to feel better eventually. It will take time and it will be hard, but every journey begins with a single step.

Start by tackling the self-harm. Try to find a less-harmful alternative to what you're currently doing. A good one that I started with is to flick a rubber band against your skin. It stings and hurts, but doesn't damage like a knife may.

A good technique is to write the name of a loved one over the place you'd normally cut, so if you cut it it's like you're cutting a loved one out of your life and killing them.

You'll get better eventually, and I know you've heard this before but trust me. I've been through hell and back as well, and it's a damned rough time but you'll make it, you just have to keep pushing through your demons and fight towards the light.

Good luck, I know you'll do well and I'm proud of you for opening up, it's the first step to solving your problems.

Flapjack
June 19th, 2016, 05:47 AM
my birthday 2 years ago was the first real day i wanted to die. a real low point, ever since it i have been self harming at least once a day, normally multiple times a day i like how it feels, the release it gives and it lets me feel something. :)
what is making you feel this low buddy?

Just JT
June 19th, 2016, 12:41 PM
I think that sometimes people join VT because they are looking for some help or want some advise on something. And getting opinions may not help. Feeling like someone understands I think would make me feel like someone is trully conserned. Even though people might say you need help, or a therapist, or what ever, I think they are saying that not in a way to make you feel bad. It might of felt that way. But I think it's good you tap to someone, anyone, even here, if you want, just to get it started. Stuff like this can worry people. Especially when you stopped posting a few days ago

jamie_n5
July 3rd, 2016, 07:02 PM
I think that sometimes people join VT because they are looking for some help or want some advise on something. And getting opinions may not help. Feeling like someone understands I think would make me feel like someone is trully conserned. Even though people might say you need help, or a therapist, or what ever, I think they are saying that not in a way to make you feel bad. It might of felt that way. But I think it's good you tap to someone, anyone, even here, if you want, just to get it started. Stuff like this can worry people. Especially when you stopped posting a few days ago

I agree with this and totally don't understand self harm making someone feel better.I think society today is over drugged over therapy minded and parents don't parent anymore they expect schools churches and others to raise their children. Just try look and find good in the world there are far more wonderful and beautiful things about life and the world.

Michelle98
July 4th, 2016, 12:38 PM
I agree. The best way to get through this is to speak to someone, and take up a hobby or passion that will take your mind off the things that are getting to you.

Godsdaughter
October 21st, 2016, 04:22 PM
What feels good now will not always feel good later. And once you do something, you can't take it back. I think you need to talk to an adult about this before you seriously hurt yourself.
I'll be praying for you :)

Adarest
November 10th, 2016, 06:03 PM
Talk to someone before you really hurt yourself. If you can, channel your mind and do something else else to keep you busy. Learn to use the urges to do something else besides cutting.

Endeavour
November 10th, 2016, 06:17 PM
This thread was bumped. :locked: