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January 14th, 2016, 09:13 AM
Had a bit of a wake up call last night. I ended up in hospital because I drank too much and decided self-harm was a good idea. I wish neither had happened. The cut that needed attention was actually an accidental consequence of being desperate to get blades out. But it's still because I decided to get drunk and I decided to cut. Fucking hell I hate myself sometimes.

Cut is glued, slightly got an artery and only just missed a nerve. Always thought my cutting put me in control but accidents like last night can always happen again. It's been 4 years since I last ended up in hospital for anything like this. Guess this was a wake up call.

I'm 20 and it's time to change.