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radioactive
November 2nd, 2015, 03:03 PM
I cut for the first time two weeks ago and before I thought it was stupid and just a ploy for attention. However in the moments before I had just felt so worthless and a failure and have the control to punish my self made sense to me and as I did it I knew it hurt but I felt like I needed it deserved it. But when I stopped I felt so stupid and disgusting and I told my self I wouldn't do it again till last night the same feeling came and I went straight to it.

Benelli
November 2nd, 2015, 03:07 PM
It can be a very addicting, bad habit... One I have had a lot of experience with. You should try to nip it in the bud before it gets completely out of your control! It may feel right to do at the time, but when you look back on it later on in life, it isn't going to be something you are very proud of. If you need to talk to someone, or rant about things feel free to message me! But please believe me when I tell you it may feel worth it now, but you won't feel the same about it later.