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July 21st, 2013, 07:42 PM
I was reading through past journal entries and found them to be odd. Here is what they all said. Well the important ones will be written here:
These are just snippets, by the way, that is why they are so short.

"I went berserk. I attempted to smash it to pieces." (It being a usb stick, don't ask).

"The better question is: Am I sane? Not when Rin takes over, that is for sure."

Here are the more disturbing bits:

"Doesn't he know his best ally can also be his worst enemy? I though sociopaths were smart?"

"If you are attracted to something, can you become it?"

"I was reading a murder story, and I thought the way the killer did his work was beautiful. The pattern was genius."

"Things have gotten interesting. I just addressed my stalker as Billy." (I feel like I am always being watched.)

"I'm afraid to think that people are and can be better than me. It scares me. It worries me. It makes me want to hurt them. Do something unforgivable. I'm jealous. Jealousy is never a good thing. It's dangerous. I don't care."

My thoughts keep getting darker these days...
I find that I am very antisocial and may have antisocial personality disorder. I am unable to see anyone about this due to my situation. I rather not go into detail about it...

What do you think this is?

edit: I may have posted this in the wrong section...oops...

July 24th, 2013, 12:32 PM
Could be schizophrenia, or just extreme paranoia or psychosis. Please talk to someone if you want help. No one on this forum can tell you anything for sure. We can only support you, so please, if you want help, tell someone.